Daylan Kele
Settled in Forks
Werewolf Imprinted on Kele Pine
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Post by Daylan Kele on Oct 4, 2009 18:05:56 GMT -5
{....18/19 mths post Breaking Dawn.....tag Kele...}
Life was so good for Daylan, he was happier then he ever thought possible. Married, soon to be a dad and no leeches around other then the usual. He was even embarking on a new piece of education, if he could find the time for that and everything else and if he could find the damn paper.
Daylan knew it was in the house somewhere, but he couldn’t find it. After days of searching drawers, closets and cupboards he’d finally made his way to the second floor of the house and was raking through old boxes figuring he’d put it away somewhere safe; so safe even he couldn’t find it. The online application said it needed a copy of his GHD, he just had no clue where the hell that was.
In his life, now wasn’t exactly the right time to be thinking about taking a online College course. Not with a baby, the Garage and more patrolling, but the baby and his new life with Kele spurred him on to improve himself. That and the increased work at the garage. Daylan wanted to be the type of guy his kids and wife would be proud of, not to mention his nephew.
Padding bare foot into the spare room, the room that a few months ago Kele had moved out of to join him in their room, he headed to the closet remembering the boxes on the top shelf. Opening the door the closet was currently filled with coats and jackets for the cold weather, but they didn’t interest him now not with his wolf genes to keep him warm. Pulling the switch to light the bare light bulb Day looked up at the shelf and saw the boxes, plus one he didn’t recognize. Pulling it down he held it a minute before turning and carrying it to the bed.
A hat box. He knew that wasn’t his or his dads, and didn’t think it was Kele’s. Giving into curiosity Day opened the lid and peered in. It was less then half full, a few pictures of him and Kele and some letters with out a name on them. Reaching in he pulled one out he opened the unsealed back and unfolded the paper putting the box beside him before reading.
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Kele Pine
Settled in Forks
Human Imprintee of Daylan Kele
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Post by Kele Pine on Oct 4, 2009 21:31:43 GMT -5
'Dear Baby,
I thought it would be nice if I started a scrapbook of everything we've gone through since I first knew you were there. You may think its cheesey years from now when I show it to you, but maybe when you're grown and starting your own family, you'll read back and remember that I went through the same things with you. Or whenever you're lonely you'll remember just how much you've always been a part of me, even before we ever met.
I'm sorry if I'm no good at this, your dad will probably laugh when he finds out I'm doing this. Maybe I'll chicken out after I write it and realize its no good and toss them away, but I think I'll probably let you be the judge.
So lets see...Your dad and I have only known about you for a couple weeks now. I can't see a bump yet, but I know you're there, and not just from the tests, the morning sickness...ugh...remind me to yell at you someday for that. I'm teasing The doctor says its healthy to get sick, you must be some strong kid in there. I wish I knew if you were a boy or girl. I guess I have to be patient, never was one of my strong points, but I hope I'm more patient with you. Your dad and I already love you so much. And I can promise you right now that we'll always love you and be there for you anytime you need us. You have it in writing, my word. I'll never leave you, or push you away...you'll never feel abandoned. Giving you the best home possible, and making you feel loved is my new goal in life. I make a lot of mistakes though so I hope you'll forgive me when I screw up, but I'll keep trying.
This is getting long, so before you doze off reading this, I'll end this one. I'm ecstatic! I couldn't be happier, you are making my life complete. I have everything I want and can't wait to meet you. Our family will be a perfect one, maybe you'll even get a few brothers and sisters down the line too. But even if its just the 3 of us, thats enough for me too. Thank you baby, for coming into my life. Love, xoxo Mommy'
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Daylan Kele
Settled in Forks
Werewolf Imprinted on Kele Pine
Posts: 95
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Post by Daylan Kele on Oct 10, 2009 23:24:50 GMT -5
Reading the letter Kele had written to their unborn child made Daylan’s heart swell with even more love for his wife. He knew the letter had been written a few weeks after their first found out about their child, but in the letter he could clearly see she already loved the baby so much just as he did.
He laughed as she told the baby she’d yell at it some day for making her sick, he’d already been yelled at for helping make her sick. The sickness along with her emotions and tiredness were all parts that Day happily put up with from Kele, his love for her making him quick to forgive anything she said or did.
Drawing to the end of the letter he smiled folding it back along its lines before placing it on the bed beside him. Having forgotten all about his GHD Day reached back into the box and pulled out another letter settling back on the pillows to read it.
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Kele Pine
Settled in Forks
Human Imprintee of Daylan Kele
Posts: 82
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Post by Kele Pine on Oct 11, 2009 21:36:05 GMT -5
Hi Baby,
I'm sorry I haven't written you more often. This scrapbook might be kind of short if I keep going at this rate. I really wish you'd just get here already. Its still early in the pregnancy, so I have to wait awhile yet, I know. I really just can't wait to meet you, and this hasn't been the easiest pregnancy. I know morning sickness is just part of it all, and is supposed to be nothing to worry about, but of course every pain or sickness I start worrying that you need something I'm not giving you. If you're a girl, I hope that if you have kids someday that its not this hard on you.
I'm sorry I shouldnt complain. You're worth all of this trouble and more. Maybe I'll just make an extra doctors appointment. He can ease my worries and maybe tell me a trick to make these headaches go away. I've been trying not to worry your father with them. He's a wonderful man your father, but you probably already know that by now. At least I hope you do. If you're a boy, I hope you grow up to be just like him. He's exactly the type of man I would want my son to be, and if you're a girl, find someone like him to marry, he'll take care of you. But no getting married too young. Maybe wait til you're 30, even if your parents didnt.
Sorry this is short honey, I must be getting tired, my visions blurring up a little. But I love you. Hopefully I'll get a clearer picture of you at one of these visits too..I wonder if I'll be able to tell if you've got your daddy's face, I hope you do! Love you!
-Mommy
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Daylan Kele
Settled in Forks
Werewolf Imprinted on Kele Pine
Posts: 95
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Post by Daylan Kele on Oct 14, 2009 21:53:03 GMT -5
Since finding out about the baby Daylan had been ecstatic, he already loved the unborn baby. He loved kids, he’d seen Travis everyday of his life and loved him like an uncle should, but having his own baby made him impatient to wait to see the child.
Reading the second letter made Day realize how much he didn’t know about Kele’s pregnancy, he had no idea she was so sick. It worried him and a part of him wanted to go straight to her and hold her, to make it all better. She said she didn’t want to complain to the child, but he wanted her to tell him everything no matter what.
He laughed to himself as he read he instructions to the child to not get married too young, they hadn’t been so young not as young as Nash almost had been or Lyndal was. He could understand her instructions, but disagreed with the age Day was thinking more like 35 or 40 girl or boy. He knew if it was a girl he was going to be super protective of the little girl, if it was a boy he intended to instill all the good manners he’s been raised with into his son.
As the letter neared its end Day felt another stab of worry about Kele’s blurred vision, again he wanted to go to her, but he also wanted to read on to see what else she’d been keeping from him. He wasn’t mad, just concerned.
Thinking about the coming hospital visits Day grew more excited to see the child, and made a mental not to talk to the doctor about all Kel’s symptoms.
Refolding the letter he placed it beside him on the bed and took a couple of deep breaths while running his hands over his face to steady his nerves from the last letter. Picking up the next he tried to relax his hunch shoulders.
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Kele Pine
Settled in Forks
Human Imprintee of Daylan Kele
Posts: 82
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Post by Kele Pine on Oct 14, 2009 22:19:09 GMT -5
'My precious little one,
You mean the world to me, you know that? I would do anything for you. Anything to keep you safe, to make you happy...to give you a good life. That's all I've ever wanted for you. I'm having a hard time writing this letter, and I know its more important now than ever. You need to know how much I love you, if I'm not there to show you.
I don't regret any of the decisions that brought you here. I want you to know I'd do it all over again, knowing what I know now. Your dad will raise you right, and take care of you, I know that, but I dont want you to ever blame yourself, or think I would have changed things. I want you there, and I want you to lead a great life. I'll always be in your heart if you let me.
I want so much for you, so many things I thought I'd be able to teach you over the years. I wanted to watch you grow up, take your first steps, say your first word, go to school, make friends...Make good friends, ones who will always be there for you, even if that doesnt make you the most popular person, a good friend is worth it. Love your dad for me, and know that I love you both so much. I wanted to do this for you. I dont want either of you to be sad.
Be a good person, don't hurt other people intentionally, and help out anyone you can. Try your best in school, but know that its okay and I still love you when you dont do well. Be happy always, and if you're not happy, work towards fixing that, you deserve so much. Don't do drugs, they're bad and will just mess up your life. You have so much potential , I can feel it. Listen to your father, try to make this easy on him, he's doing his best and he loves you.
You are the best thing I ever did with my life. The light of my life. I love you. I'm sorry I'm not there. Honey, tell your dad I knew what I was doing, and I'm sorry I didn't tell him.
-Love you Mommy' [/right]
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Daylan Kele
Settled in Forks
Werewolf Imprinted on Kele Pine
Posts: 95
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Post by Daylan Kele on Mar 24, 2010 15:46:37 GMT -5
Tell him? Tell him what? What was she hiding from him? Daylan’s mind was in a whirl as he read the letter, the first time he was shocked, but as he read it through the second time he was saddened; it was a good bye letter. No goodbye, more then goodbye. I was an already gone apology letter. Was she going to leave him?
Daylan felt his world crash around him. His imprintee was leaving him. It didn’t make sense, but it hurt like hell. Looking down at the box beside him then at the letter in his hand he wondered what he had done? What had changed so much that she could leave him and their baby both of whom she clearly loved so much.
There had to be something.
Not folding the letter this time Day laid it next to the box and grabbed another. Somewhere in all the papers he was sure there had to be an answer, something he could fix to stop her leaving. He couldn’t lose her. They couldn’t lose her.
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Kele Pine
Settled in Forks
Human Imprintee of Daylan Kele
Posts: 82
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Post by Kele Pine on Mar 24, 2010 21:30:59 GMT -5
'Hi Honey, Your father doesn't know yet, about these letters or how important they'll be to you once I'm gone. I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to tell him, to ask him to give them to you when you're old enough to understand. But I will make sure you get them, I'll put them someplace where I know he'll find them with a note...though the fact that you're reading this now is proof it worked. Please tell you father I'm sorry, but I didnt think telling him was going to make it any easier, it would hurt either way.
I've decided I'm going to try to write you separate letters for the big events that I'll be missing. Something you can save for those special days so that it'll be like I'm there with you. Most of it I've already told you, like how I'm proud of you already and love you so very much. But I figure if I was there, you'd hear it from me repeatedly. Every day if I was a good mother...So that'll be my goal, to give you enough repeats in these boring old letters. Something for your first day of high school, your first date, your prom, the day you graduate, when you go off to college, your wedding day, when you have your own baby...I don't think I'll get through all the days I'd like to, but I'll do as many as I can before I'm gone. I love you and think about you every day, and I always will, no matter where you are, I'm with you. Love, Mommy"
Kele had just gotten back home, she had gone out for a walk, she needed some air and time to herself. It was so hard to keep all of this from Day, but she couldn't tell him. She wouldn't even know where to start. She didn't think he'd understand. She just wanted to keep their little family happy for as long as possible. She owed him that much. She walked up the stairs and headed to the room they shared, thinking of lying down for awhile if he was out for the day, but when she reached the door way, she saw he was already there. Initially her face started to smile as it always did when she saw him but then she looked down at what was in his hands. He had found her letters! She looked around panicked wondering how far he had gotten and which he had read. How much did he know! "What are you doing!" She said instinctively, but knowing after the words left her mouth that she should have tried to be calmer until she knew if he had found out the truth.
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Daylan Kele
Settled in Forks
Werewolf Imprinted on Kele Pine
Posts: 95
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Post by Daylan Kele on Mar 31, 2010 23:01:41 GMT -5
The words like all the other letters left him stunned. Daylan was floored by how much Kele loved their unborn child, but also by how much she was keeping from him. He was hurt and angry by the betrayal that she was hiding something big from him, something big enough that it was going to make her leave them both. Rubbing his face and letting out a sigh of frustration and held breath.
Even with his extra hearing Day was too wrapped up in what he’d read to hear Kele coming up the stairs, the first he knew was when she spoke. His eyes flitted to the doorway. “Kele.” He said raising from the bed and moving to her side. He tried to pull her, wanting her to sit, but at the same time he also felt anger and upset, both not good emotions for a man capable of turning to a wolf. Learning from Sam Day stepped back and walked to the window as he took several deep breaths. “What am I doing? What are you hiding? I found the letters.’ He said trying to keep calm as he looked out of the window, but all he saw was the words of the letters.
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Kele Pine
Settled in Forks
Human Imprintee of Daylan Kele
Posts: 82
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Post by Kele Pine on Mar 31, 2010 23:26:05 GMT -5
Kele felt immediately panicked as she saw Daylan with the box of letters she had written for their unborn child. She hadn't meant for him to read those, not until after she was gone, if he saw them at all. She had wanted to write one for him too, but it had been too painful to even start so she had kept postponing that letter, knowing it'd probably be the last she wrote. She watched him walk away from her going over to the window and wondered if he was so angry with her for keeping this secret that he needed that space from her.
"You...you weren't supposed to find those...I never meant for you to find out like that" Kele said wondering how she could possibly explain it to him now when he probably already thought her horrible. She placed her hand protectively over her stomach, knowing no matter what he said she wouldn't get rid of the child as she feared he'd want her to do. "I was going to tell you....how much did you read?" She asked him, trying to guage from the box how many it looked like he may have pulled out.
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